We play, endlessly.

I change my mind too often. I get bored too quick. Sometimes, when I want to get bored, I keep holding on. I tell random people details about my life they'd rather not know about. I make a lot of mistakes, repeatedly. Daily. I like being stubborn. I don't listen.

Is there anything right here?

Uff. I feel like I'm becoming a worse person as days go by, and I'm doing nothing to change the situation. Every day passes by way too quickly for me to even recall what happened and where it went by, in this haze.

The tendency of mine to tell a lot of people about my life has to go away soon though. I need to stop doing this. Too many people take advantage of it and then end up interfering. Then, they can't even be blamed for it. Because I was the one who started it.
I have so many ideas in my head, I want to put them all into a long story. Or a huge piece of artwork. Or a song. But somehow, I lack motivation. What is wrong with me these days, I ask?

I'm a deep person. Trust me, I am. You know me? Then you know I am. I'm right here in front of you. I've been everything you've wanted me to be. Then, why are you so blind? I'm smart. I'm funny. I'm moody. I'm sarcastic. I lack confidence, most of the times. I'm rude. I complain. I stress more than I should. I live. I laugh.

I also don't understand things. At all.